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We need to turn down the volume on those loud, yammering voices that shame and judge us and turn up the volume on the quiet Loving voice. As long as we are judging and shaming ourselves we are feeding back into the disease, we are feeding the dragon within that is eating the life out of us. Codependence is a disease that feeds on itself - it is self-perpetuating. Beautiful blk woman iso nice looking Darien man healing is a long gradual process - the goal is progress, not perfection.

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What we are learning about is unconditional Love. Unconditional Love means no judgment, no shame. The Dance of Wounded Souls. As I shared with my yahoo e-mailing list in January, there was indeed a powerful karmic connection for me in this relationship - with Darien. It has been a real e-ticket ride so far.

I have thought it was over a multitude of times. She would react in ways that pushed my buttons - and I was sure it had ended.

But then it would begin again. The key factor is that she is actively in recovery, dedicated to getting healthier. We moved in together in June of - and until that time I didn't really have a relationship with the little boy.

It was after we started to live together that Darien and I were drawn together. He continues to bring so much Joy to both of us, and the direction of our lives continues to be greatly impacted by our desire to take care of him.

My fear of intimacy is still keeping me from opening my heart completely to Susan in some ways - and to myself also of course the fear of Darken too brightly I mentioned in my last post here - but our Higher Powers unfolded our paths perfectly to put us together with Darien so he could help us both learn about Love.

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In womaan October Update I am going to be quoting shortly, I talk about my core fear of intimacy issues and how they are tied wkman the financial issues my codependency created in Darrow LA bi horney housewifes life. He is an absolutely amazing little man.

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Something I was very proud of her for being able to do, showing how much progress she has made in her recovery - and something that my wounded inner child, who was raged at by his father every time he made a mistake, was very grateful for. Some of the lessons I have learned by interacting with this womaj person Ladies seeking hot sex East Charleston into play in the first Intensive.

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That doesn't mean you can't have a close relationship with children, but until the child becomes an adult the parent needs to be the adult, the one who is in control.

It is important to see them as separate, unique individuals - and validate their worth as beings - at the same time you are setting consistent boundaries and limits for them.

To give children too much power is just as abusive as overtly abusing them to get them to behave in the ways ma want them to. As I say in the quote from the article, it is a child's job to test boundaries - and a parental units responsibility to set, and enforce, consistent boundaries.

This little man has demonstrated for me how important this is to his peace of mind. He seems to have fallen in love with the baby also - and it has been touching to watch him hold a baby for the first time in his life.

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There were a few people who responded very negatively and asked to be taken of the mailing list. There were also 3 or 4 people who wrote to say we should take Darien out of the Montessori School - that it was a luxury not Beautiful blk woman iso nice looking Darien man necessity. That couldn't be further from the truth. We originally put him in that school because it was cheaper than regular day care.

And it has been a great experience for him - he is so much more confident in socializing with other kids now, it is really great.

The main reason to put him in the school however was to give me some time to work. I have almost no time to do any writing these days witness the need to do it in the early am - and find it impossible to do any kind of focused work that takes some concentration when his enthusiastic, exuberant little self is around.

It is between 9 and 3 on weekdays that I try to do most of my telephone counseling appointments, get to the post office to Beautiful blk woman iso nice looking Darien man off orders, do the grocery shopping, etc. He is a Joy and a blessing, but it is challenging to get any work done when he is around. So, having some time to myself is very important to me and keeping him in school was not a luxury.

This time of course, the Montessori School would be a luxury, because he can go to kindergarten in the public school for free. We really don't want to send him there.

The one time a few weeks ago that we went over there to check it out, there were older kids - maybe 3rd or 4th graders - running around, cussing and generally acting in ways we really don't want him exposed to at this age.

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The Montessori School doesn't Beautiful blk woman iso nice looking Darien man until September 1st - while public schools started today, August 16th. I am actually finishing this on the 17th. We realized that no matter what we wanted, the Universe might have different plans. And that it could be best in the Cosmic Scheme of things for him to go to public school.

Also, realistically, if we didn't start him in public school and the end of the month comes without enough financial resources to send him to the other school Sex dating in Grand river would be in a really bad position - perhaps having to start him in public school several weeks late. We certainly didn't want to put him in that kind of position.

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When we got home I was an emotional wreck for a couple of hours. Just kept bursting in tears and sobs. It took me awhile to process through what was happening and realize I was reacting out of an inner child place on one hand. Beautiful blk woman iso nice looking Darien man felt like I was inadequate and defective because I was unable to protect my mother from my father.

And also reacting out of the old tapes that tell me I am a loser and a failure because I am not making enough money and able to support and protect my family. The old tapes that tell me that nothing I ever do is good enough because I am inherently flawed and defective - inherently unlovable and unworthy.

When thinking about sending out this appeal during that time, it was going to start with Discreet relationships bbw like, "My heart is so broken. As I said, it took me a couple of hours to work through that - to set some internal boundaries with the critical parent voice and with the inner child places within me that feel so broken and damaged. Shortly after I had gotten to a place of more balance Darien came in to talk to me.

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